Ok that what has to happen tomorrow really wasn’t plant.

I will move in with a new host family. At least we found one in
Albuquerque which means I can at least go to the same church which will be a big help because so I will have something familiar. I also have to change school. Which really sucks because the semester is already running for 3 week and I will lose connection to many of my friends and I won’t be able to go my clubs any more (obviously).

So WHY on earth do I move to another family?

Whoever expects an easy answer, I have to disappoint you, it is because of multiple reasons and factors. First I, over the last few month, had problems with my host ma. Those remained, unfortunately, unsolved or not really solved and so they piled up and created a cold atmosphere in which living together under one roof got nearly impossible. I don’t wanna blame my host ma alone because I also did my part to create this situation but she wasn’t helping it either. Another factor is that my host family had issues with themselves. Especially my host ma with my host dad and brother, it actually brought her near to leaf the family for a few weeks. And now there is a list of issues or factors that weren’t bad but didn’t really help either. As of there were: the fact that they are living as vegetarians, which I except and with which I can live but which I don’t really like, further more there are several disagreements in believes that I have with members of the host family which we put aside but which kinda made it easier to say I’ll leave.

So you see life isn’t easy right now. And it won’t be for the next few weeks. But eventually I will move on, leave Sandia behind and shear for the Hornets and not the Matadors, I will still be able to see my friends because I will still be in town and so the best year of my life will continue.

Just even better.

Oh yeah one more thing, don’t make me explain, why I can’t stay at Sandia, it was horrible enough to go through this once.
But I have to go, pack my things, talk to you guys soonish